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1.11.2010

I hate you food.

I should be able to control myself. I should be able to turn down food, not to eat... And I think I will, for a while. But I know that a time will come, when I simply can't control myself anymore and eat everything in sight. It's a vicious cycle... fast-binge-purge... It seems endless.
I think I'll just stick with juice for as long as I can. I should hide my food (porridge is my weak spot, believe it or not) on the top shelf for a while i think. I just can't take anymore extra kilos. I feel incredibly fat and disgusting... :(
I hate food. I wish I could stop eating completely.
But I don't have the willpower...

1 comments:

Anonyymi kirjoitti...

Your not fat. Your the same as my cousin, upper range of normal according to her X-ray. Anyway you eat hardly anything, I'm guessing you would lose faster eating more food but healthier food. You can eat 10 apples and not feel guilty but eat 2 spoons of olive oil and become fat.
Good luck, your doing great.