I just heard my neighbour 

opening the door

going outside

sneaking as quietly as possible

So

I'm not the only sleepless one.

I'm so hungry it hurts

even though it hasn't been long since I ate

maybe a couple of hours...

I'm such a fat pig

I'm not going to give in to the hunger

I'm NOT going to eat.

I feel trapped

in this little world of mine

It's like a room

with no doors

only one small window

I can see

how happy everybody else is

yet I am here

alone

just watching another night go by.